I think I'm ready.

Been listening to a lot of early 2010s pop music. It really was an amazing time for dance ready club anthems - I sound old, but they really don’t make music like that anymore. Pitbull’s music is probably my favourite - love Timber a lot, reminds me of 2013, a really amazing and fun year which I loved. I love how music evolves with you, with songs changing meaning when you listen to it at different times of your life. I wasn’t always into JLo, but Dance Again is on high rotation. I feel like its a bit of a reflection of where I am at in life right now… ‘I want to dance and love and dance again’. After what feels like ages, I feel like I’m ready. Is it a side effect of growing older? I think so. I kinda am starting to like me a lot. I just want to have fun. Go out. And laugh. And not take life too seriously. I took life too seriously when I was in my 20s and I look back at it - with some fondness but I’m glad those days as being a 20 something year old are over. Clearly turning 30 is at the forefront of my mind these days and it is something I am grappling with. I think it’s a sense of shock of realising how fast time flies yet a lot of budding excitement for what the next few years have in store. Perhaps the years of introspection and trying to understand myself have finally culminated into something - that I just want to dance and love again.